college,
well, i dont miss highschool thats for sure, other than the people ofcourse.
tech,
its tough, everyone has mixed feelings but its worth the struggle
life,
dont feel like its changed much, it goes on.
just waitin for some shit to happen, maybe ill do something.
well, this summer is almost over. ive learned that to not make any plans for a summer is a very bad plan. dissappointing as it may have been it was not without its moments. the late nights, the karaoke, the parties, the steak and shakes and the movies, and of course the trip to white castle. I guess I was expecting something more. I dont know.
I move in next week. I have no idea how to approach tech anymore because everyone tells me something different. good, bad, whatever, im just gonna do my best, some thing i rarely make the effort to do.
so weird that i yell at myself in my car telling myself to stop being so weird.
i dont even know the motivations for my weird actions or reactions or comments
and i dont understand the logic that leads me to believe that these strange actions will eventually lead to a desired result in a very nonconventional way.
i should take some pills or something but then tom cruise would bitch at me and throw a shit fit.
Fuck this shit man. Fucking worst summer ever. Got a ticket from some cocky asshole cop who thinks hes doin the world a favor by wasting my fucking time. Didnt go anywhere, if i hadnt snuck to white castle i would not have been outside fucking metro atlanta this summer. the tickets i bought for my trip to orlando with my fucking skymiles were returned cuz my parents think i dont spend enough time at home. Thats cuz when im home im gettin yelled at and being told to do mind less tasks. made less fucking money this summer kunta kinte. Not getting any new shit for college, lucky if i get a fucking backpack, my parents think im thankless, my sister is a bitch from the seventh circle of hell and i fucking hate this bullshit summer.
